Hello Blogwins,
First of all let me say it’s nice to still see lots of people hitting my blog. I know I have not really updated with umpf over the last month, like I normally do.
I’ve kind of felt very much in limbo in my life of late. Those of you that have visited me or know me and know my other work requires quite a bit of attention and I’ve really found it difficult to jungle the two of late – more practically than mentality. Updating the blog for instance has taken second place to other productive work I needed to do with my other vocation.
The amazing thing is when I’m under the most stress I find a way to move on in a really positive way. It’s like the stress is my gateway to a better destination. Yeah, it sounds so new age I know, but you must know what I mean, some of you.
Then it all gets too much. I throw a tantrum, then I calm down. It’s all very girlie. Luckily only close friends see this and luckily they haul my fine bum back to where it needs to be. Centered. Everyone say Ommmmmm.
It’s definitely not affected my work as a sensual masseuse because that is when I most feel free of worry or care. So thank you Gents for just being there and letting me release my energy into your bodies and making it a positive outcome.
I think there is only one client I really got umpty with over the last few months and that’s because he was miserable and he should have known better since he’s seen me a couple of times before. Rule is – smiles please. Even if you’re feeling low – just smile once so I know you’re at least pleased to be covered in oil and massaged by a foxy vixen with huge breasts! There are worse places you could be. LOL!
We’ve all been affected I think by events around the world and lots of weird cosmic shifts. I don’t know anyone who hasn’t felt their lives were a little bit better this time last year. Or less stressful. Let’s take a moment to be grateful for what we do have and spend a moment thinking how worse off it could be.
With change comes reinvention. A new purpose to get up and move in a different directions. Sometimes the prospect is all too scary for people but with a little bit of pushing and shoving we find ourselves having to make change.
The changes I’m making on in my work is moving location and a change of style. In fact by September I will be available in two locations. One for my London clients and the other in the West Midlands. This is a little bit of jeja vu because as you know I said I was leaving Fulham when I gave up my apartment only to have the opportunity to use a friend’s place so that big good bye seemed almost pointless. Mehh, these things happen and I’ve had a wonderful time finishing off my massage floozy journey in Fulham.
This really is my last few days here in Fulham and yes you can even contact me for an on the day booking . Wonders, will they ever cease? 
From 7th and 8th of July I will be trying out a new location near Marylebone. It’s a private apartment and it’s discreet. I’ve heard good reports about how nice and discreet it is.
The plan is to spend summer there for a few days each week. Meanwhile getting my West Midlands pad ready as a second base to offer my new Tantric Massage service.
I had an email yesterday from a client and I wanted to share it with you.
He said.
Stells, if you include tantric elements in your sessions PLEASE let me be first in line. In fact, if you want someone to experiment on, then my hand is raised (actually, not the only thing).
I have had one fabulous tantric massage session and it was almost as good, but very different, from a session with you. If you combine both elements then you become world champion massage floozy – no-one else could even get close.
Have fun
Until I got this I was teetering on the brink of should I or shouldn’t I move this massage gig into the next dimension?
Before I became a Massage Floozy I was worried no one would even want something like a sensual massage. I was booked out the first week I started such was the demand for just pure honest sensual massage. Now look, there are massage floozies everywhere you look. I’m not saying I started it but I most certainly made is known it was something that needed personality and I’m very proud to say I’ve inspired both men and women to look at sexual release in a different way and massage itself.
I have a tough task ahead, because I’m always noted for being practical in the sense I explain exactly what is going to happen during the session. But with bringing two individuals together with some of the tools of Tantra mixed with massage it’s a very unique shared experience. Trying to put that int0 words is difficult.
Right now I’m working on a new site which will be activated soon. You’ll have time to read up on my new take on Tantric Massage while I go on my hols. When I get back you should be kind of excited because I am just writing it up.
There will be so much more than there is here …. and without giving too much away I’ll be putting things into my site you don’t tend to see. I will be be the gap between the sensual massage world and the Tantric world. Unique Stella as per usual. I don’t know how to follow crowds so I do my own thing.
There may be some worry that I won’t offer what I have been. Don’t worry, there are different courses for horses, so to speak. I will never change the core of who I am and maybe over the next few weeks including this week I’ll be letting some of you into a sneak peak of what’s lays ahead so you don’t feel like you have to wait. You never know what will happen, like the Gent who visited me for a few hours and ended up helping me review adult toys. He said he never expected it but had an awesome time. I like to surprise sometimes. 
You can search for that post here. It was so much fun.
I will still offer sensual massage on its own if you simply want to lay back and do nothing. That’s still o.k but for those of you who’ve wanted more you can expect: A more mutually shared session.
I’m going to get rid of some of the confusion with Tantra and make it more accessible and better understood. Because for years I felt restricted by the terminology and elements of it. No more though.
The only thing I would say in closing is that I do not wished to be called Goddess. Call me Stells or Stella.
Stells x
I bought this book at the weekend and it’s been a real page turner. I now have a new found respect for Tantric. However, don’t start calling me Goddess yet.
